selamat hari bapa

saya masih ragu-ragu (dari khamis sampai skrang) nak wat ke tak n3 ni...

penat laaa tinjau sana sini
orang itu orang ini
ramai wat dedication father's day...

and lastly, i decided to dedicate dis special occassion here...
walopun da lambat tp tak terlalu lmbat...
'it's never late until it is too late'
takut nanti, tlmbt atau xder kesempatan lasum dah pas ni...

my late abah died last 3 years
1 day before Ramadhan
23rd September 2006..

he's gone
BUT
the memories remain...
AND
the love is immortal...

i just don't know how to describe him
wat im pretty sure is,
i miss him so badly

i'm glad that now im in accountancy field, as wat he wished.

it touched my heart when last 3 years, when my umi told me that he was very happy to get a cheap Parker pen frm me as his birthday gift(that was his last birthday and i couldn't celebrate with him since i was in campus).. he used and brught the pen all his ways to work and he left his more expensive and more well-known branded pen...

i'd been touching more when akiff said that abah pnah state that im his daughter yg paling manja ngan die....
"anak yg manja ngn abah is akiff(d oldes bro in family),adam(d youngest in)
anak pompuan yang manja ngan abah ka ah laa...."

i was soooo glad when abah call my enpon for every weekend when i was taking foundation in accounting in uniten...
he cared my cndition at that time so much...
and i do miss that moments
because no ne else yang bergelar my abah will make a phone call to me just 2 ask bout my study, my healthy and so n...
i do really miss him...

i miss the moment when he tried his best utk pujuk anak-anak die yang merajuk ta nak makan..
yea, my late abah sangat2 menjaga masa makan bersama keluarga..
die bukan laa jenis yang memujuk..
tapi bile kite merajuk dan berkurung dala bilik, die akan ketuk pintu dan ajak makan
"naseef, kuar makan ni"
kalu 3 kali tak kuar lagi, okey, da tak layan da... ehehehehe

he wuld ensure that all of us in family makan bsama-sama...
nak makan dpan tv pon tak boleh taw...
n i miss this moment too because lately aku da jarang merasa saat-saat macam ni...

i miss the moment bile kna 'mengadap' die...
kalu wat salah, nanti after maghrib, ada laa dngar suara die
" ka ah, mai dok sini(sambil tunjuk arah sofa behadapan die)"
huh, dngar jerk, sure akan nervous.. penyakit takut akan datang laaa!
i wuld cry at that times... bkan 2 3 kali ada pengalaman mengadap die... ehehehe
(budak nakal aku ni dulu)

i miss to berjemaah ngan abah...
kat umah skang, da jarang (or may be i can say tak der dah) smayang jemaah sama2...

and i will keep smiling when teringat bout dis thing
" owh, abah da bg duit baru nak cium abah laa"
yeah, dat was last 3 or 4 years ago.... ehehehe ata duitan upenye anak abah ni..

owh yer....
my family will surely miss the moment having dinner at restoran terapung....
2 3 bulan sekali, arwah abah akan bawa kuar makan kat luar...
skang da xder dah macam ni....

wat im afraid of is....
i will forget how his face look alike...
my adik-adik yang kcil, xkan ingat abah....
that is why, 4 sometime i will keep asking adam about abah...
"mana abah"
"abah gi mana"
"ni sape(sambil tunjuk gmbar abah)"

ka ah rindu nak cium tangan abah
ka ah rindu nak peluk n cium pipi abah
ka ah rindu nak dngar suara abah...
i miss all things about him...

masa 3 tahun tak ckup utk aku betul2 tabah dan terima atas pemergian nya.....

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS AROUND THE WORLD...

pesanan khidmat masyarakat :
show your love to your parents while you have chance...